I still

I still laugh when my friend told me jokes
I still eat ice cream
I still know which is good and bad
I still spend my money for foods
I still bite nails
I still pick my nose
I still 54kgs
I still play 'Treasure Towers' on my phone for the 99th times
I still run if I see a mouse
I still miss my old friends
I still read magazines
I still sing my favourite songs
I still wake up at 5 o'clock
I still love the smell of air conditioner
But my deepest heart is not the same anymore
It is crying so quitely....